you are the one...

People think Im insane because I am browning all the time
All day long I think of things but nothing seems to satisfy
Think Ill lose my mind if I dont find something to pacify
Can you help me thought you were my friend
I need someone to show me the things in life that I cant find
I cant see the things that make true happiness, I must be blind
Make a joke and I will sigh and you will laugh and I will cry
Happiness I cannot feel and love to me is so unreal
And so as you hear these words telling you now of my state
I tell you to enjoy life I wish I could but its too late

(lyrics: paranoid by Black Sabbath)

...long time ago my mom bought a vintage scarf for me which can be worn as a pashmina because its too big and this pic...wow it's not a good one, but i do love scarves, they are so cool, i have loads of them .but i only wear them in wintertime...